Recovery

Caught the swine flu Monday somehow. Started with a runny nose and plenty of sneezing. I thought it was just too cold here in Utah. But I guess it had something else to offer...

So yeah, I really did have the swine flu. It's a bitch to have. Trust me, you don't want it as bad as I had it. Monday night I played basketball - thought I sweated it out. Alas, Tuesday morning, 9:00 am, I woke up breathing hard and rapid, and couldn't stop shaking due to cocaine-like jitters. It was NOT fun. Plus, my brain hurt, my back hurt, my muscles hurt, and no matter what I was always cold. Couldn't concentrate, couldn't remember, couldn't walk straight, and for the whole day Tuesday, I could barely get up and walk around the house. However, God granted me mercy through two preisthood blessings and I by Wednesday morning I was already feeling 500% better. Now it's Friday, and even last night I was able to go play volleyball. Not without knowing that it's gone first, though. I don't want to give ANYONE what I had. I went insane Tuesday. It was crazy. It was hell. Went to the doctor Wednesday morning, got some antibiotics. Now I'm sure this this thing is gone. It's not so much the drugs, or the people who helped take care of me, or even my own strong immune system that healed me. It was all God.

Learned a lot of life lessons with the swine flu. Well, there's some emotional and spiritual drama that's going on with me too. And a close encounter with death like that (and I never went to an E.R. lol) can make you see a lot things. Like the type of guy you need to become. The type of woman you want to be with. The goals you want to achieve. You know, sentimental but necessary crap like that lol. Also, the person God wants you to be. You also learn a little bit more about yourself and who you are.

But I thank God every day I'm healed. Now I'm all better.

Who wants to party?!?!?! :)