I Just Wanna Be Successful

I don't really have any pics to put here. But that's cool, pics can't begin to describe what I'm feeling right now. I guess the title makes it clear. Pardon the bush-beating, but so many things are running through my mind. lol I wonder, have you ever felt like this? I mean like, you have so much talent, and you just don't know where to start? It's kinda weird. I mean, I'm not tryna sound cocky or anything, I'm just saying. I'm excited. It's cool when you realize that you're good at things. Like - if you were to join the football team, and you actually realized in practice or a game that you were really talented in your position. That's what I feel like. I can actually write good rhymes. I can actually stay healthy and help people become healthy. I can actually act. If I really wanted to, I bet I could learn business real well. I actually have a good sense of fashion. Maybe not the best budget to support it right now, lol, cause I'm thrifty and all, but still. I'm good with what I have. So, could I really be anything I want? I mean, I know I could be an actor. A personal trainer. A business partner with my sister in fashion. And yes, even though some may not see it, a hip-hop artist. I could be a writer. I'm good at writing. I could relive my childhood and study paleontology. I could be a paleontologist. I could open up my own restaurant. I already know who I would hire for everything. Open up my own training gym. Learn different fighting styles. The world is mine for the taking. Then, I have these other thoughts. Every time I get all excited about what my future could be, God brings me better sight. I realize that while I should pursue something I enjoy doing, I also need to think about the needs of a future family. Lol, yeah, you don't hear too many guys my age talk about that these days. I would love to have a family. Raise kids, love a wife, all that mushy stuff. As long as I'm successful with a career that I enjoy and our basic needs are always met - I'd be happy. Success - to me - is just that. Becoming happy. I bet you I could do all of these things if I really put my mind and body to it. You just don't understand the kind of - faith - I have in myself now. But when it's all said and done, I'm still a real person. I just wanna be successful.